It is already the end of January 2010, and this blog of mine has not been given the treatment that it used to get.
I do not know how many times have I repeatedly write about how my busy life as a working person had sucked and steal my time from doing this one activity that I used to like.
I know very well the reputation of the Japanese working culture, and I have no intention to bitch about it.
I chose this.
But as I got used to the serious working life, I started to realize that my life is full of emptiness.
I started to feel bored with my unexciting life; coming back late from work to an empty room that have no life except electronics and furniture; material possessions that used to be my motivation when I was still a student.
It took me all this time to realize that my goals in life have changed, and currently I do not have one detailed purpose.
I am just in for the ride, and this is so not me.
Damn, I cannot see myself breaking from this tendency to write gloomy.
I wish I could write more about fun stuff, and weird Japan.
So unfortunate that work fatigue has cast a black shadow on everything.
What is YOUR motivation?
I do not know how many times have I repeatedly write about how my busy life as a working person had sucked and steal my time from doing this one activity that I used to like.
I know very well the reputation of the Japanese working culture, and I have no intention to bitch about it.
I chose this.
But as I got used to the serious working life, I started to realize that my life is full of emptiness.
I started to feel bored with my unexciting life; coming back late from work to an empty room that have no life except electronics and furniture; material possessions that used to be my motivation when I was still a student.
It took me all this time to realize that my goals in life have changed, and currently I do not have one detailed purpose.
I am just in for the ride, and this is so not me.
Damn, I cannot see myself breaking from this tendency to write gloomy.
I wish I could write more about fun stuff, and weird Japan.
So unfortunate that work fatigue has cast a black shadow on everything.
What is YOUR motivation?